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Nothing more then a sanctuary of my emotions...

I wish i could have stopped time.

2010-08-18 [ Broken Promises ]
I still remember that night I told you unlike everything else in this world you were the only thing that felt real to me... Inside I always told myself this can't be real... Something so perfect can't exist inside my world. I could never trust you because I knew all I could do was wait for it to end... No matter what I told myself I always felt so lost without you... All I could do was hold your hand and wait for it to end.

Swear on your life not your bullshit lies

2010-08-02 [ Broken Promises ]
Lost in a ocean of lies the memories still burn me alive inside... Why has this world got to be so fake, Every promise made rotting in an infestation of lies.

First Love is a Demon sent from Hell

2010-06-25 [ Broken Promises ]
I want to make sure everyone out there doesn't make the same mistake I did... Although I'm sure many already have. The feeling of falling in love is so overwhelming usually its impossible to notice anything else but the love you share for that individual even if it is a demon... He or she becomes everything to you they become your life but eventually they become so much that without them you feel as though you have nothing left as if they have taken part of your soul, That's when they have you now... Its exactly what they want because they are nothing more then a demon in disguise the purpose of their existence was to take everything they could from you and crush your heart until it bleeds every last drop of love in your soul dry... Once this has happened to you if you begin to ask yourself... Why am I so hurt yet they seem as though nothing has happened as if they are completely unfazed it is because they have no heart they have no soul... Therefore they do not have the ability to feel love or sadness... Everything they said to you everything they told you... All the love you thought they felt for you was nothing more then a disgusting act put up so that they could take your heart and soon as they feel they have grasp of it they are done with you... Leaving you in darkness to realize how depressing and dark this world really is. Its a lesson we must learn I guess that is why first love never last no matter how many promises have been made its all bullshit in the end.

Karma is a bitch isn't it?

2010-06-23 [ Broken Promises ]
So I guess everyone knows my Gf left me... She kept telling me to give her more time before she comes back... I guess it was just an excuse so that id feel less upset when really I never had a chance... But what ever what we had use to be special maybe she left me for someone else but fuck it if that's what really happened I wont take her back even if she was to beg me... That's so fucking gross. One day she will regret her stupid choice she always has to learn the hard way... But by then its going to be too late I've already moved on so what ever. Anyways what is interesting now is that the website I created for me and her has finally started to do well shortly after she left me. Soon ill be making enough money to support myself... I wish I could of supported her also to give her what she deserved but after what she's done to me she doesn't deserve anything at all... I just fined it funny how I created this for me and her yet in the end it started to do well after she left me but like I said karma really is a bitch isn't it? Really what pisses me off the most... Is how after all the promises we've made to each other... Her last words she said to me... And how I feel as though she did to me exactly what she did to her ex... Even though she told me I was so much more... In the end it all means nothing to her... It meant so little to her that she wont even give me a second chance... I can't believe how big of a fucking lie this relationship was not to mention how fucking sad and pathetic the breakup was over a TxT Msg how fucking sad can it get... I wish I knew she was a liar in the first place I was too fucking stupid to know I guess... At least I can understand now why I was never able to trust her.

Ive decided I'm going to fold one thousand cranes for nothing....

2010-06-08 [ Broken Promises ]
Starting tomorrow I'm going to start spending my time I have folding one thousand cranes I promise I will not stop until I reach the end... Tell me I'm an idiot if you want but I've got no reason left for anything anymore this is all I've got left... At least Ill know if wishes come true in this world in the end... This truly means everything to me please don't ask why...

Dead Lies and Broken Promises.

2010-06-05 [ Broken Promises ]

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